i hope that soon i will post more. presently i am writing for a magazine- it is not a paying job, its more of a charitable donation. i suppose in a way it is also self-serving. and i have been busy really getting my mind and my life together. when i am not in pain, or sick, i am content. i am content with taking this time to figure things out, and try as i may to explain why that makes it so difficult to get online and say something more often- i just haven't been able to. that explaination will have to suffice.
anyway- i'm checking my e-mail more and making plans for the future. i would like to see everybody who's near by, and to hear from the ones with far away eyes.